Sunday, December 19, 2004
so mood suck nw. First ting is arguing with my mum and i am terribly unsure what she gona say again cause i tml going to play bball. everyting is nt going smoothly. i dun care i wana go for the pri sch gathering. that is why i dunno i can go out on tues.was like damn shit.ppl r like happily going for christmas countdown and new year countdown and i am here wandering if can go. Frankly speaking due to my family strict rules i nv go countdown b4. stay over? is a good idea but the other ting matters if i can go stay over. my mum always wan me to accompany her to my aunt place or whatever religion stuffs. did she ever tink that me a teenage wan to experience a teenager life? and nt sticking to her here and there and she plans everyting.If i am lucky i can stay over and the badside is that i will be spending at home during christmas eve, christmas day and new year too. den let the fate be. i hate the feeling now. i just wan to enjoy tml with my friends no matter what. i haCk!
tried to hunch; 5:53 AM